Spring is For Blooming

I've been waiting for this day, unaware until just now, that today would be this day.  You see, I decided to finish waiting today.  There are still many waits hanging around in my life, but not this one.  The first day of spring is the best day I can imagine, for this wait to end.  Spring is a revival.  All that has been waiting in coldness and death is coming alive again.  Now, Florida winters aren't especially miserable, but our springs can be quite magical (the name means flowery, after all).  Spring brings the season of Easter, the greatest story of life made new by love.  So today I let go of this wait; the wait for my life to be pretty before I share it with other humans, the wait to live in belief of my own worth and to freely and joyfully try without fear of the outcome.  So what if I have fallen apart?  Being planted looks a lot like being buried, but I won't stay in the ground.  Spring is for blooming.